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It was a long day in a world that keeps its boot on your neck. Hustling electronics, chasing orders through broken GPS signals, scraping together dollars that disappear as fast as they come. Survival feels like a full-time job with no benefits. The mind drifts to dark places when the pockets are empty, when the pressure won’t let up, when escape whispers too loud. But faith flickers in the static—God and Jesus like distant streetlights in a filthy, rotting city. This post isn’t surrender. It’s exhaustion. It’s grit. It’s choosing to wake up again tomorrow and fight.
2/12/20261 min read
It was a long day yesterday, and I always try to remember that things will get better, but shit is tough. Not enough money is going around for me. I do make money here and there selling electronics, but I’m still just scraping by. The DoorDash driver app was very annoying—the navigation system is trash, honestly—but I got some money. I just got to keep going, keep pushing. The only alternative out is blowing my brains out like Kurt. But I pray that God and Jesus keep me in their light... in such a filthy, nasty world.
And I forget just why I taste
Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile
I found it hard, it's hard to find
Oh well, whatever, never mind
Despair
A dark exploration of societal decay and despair.
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